Limbo

Today has been a very strange day. I feel like I'm in limbo or something. I've been very bored, to the point of distraction, but at the same time, haven't felt like doing anything. I hope that doesn't mean I'll be fighting depression again- restlessness is usually one of the first symptoms for me. I really should be working on my two fanfic stories Changes and His Sister's Keeper, but I just havne't been in the mood, which is kind of strange. I also have a couple other story ideas in my head, but have't got up the nerve to start them yet. I always feel like I'm building the story ideas up in my head in a way that makes it impossible for me to meet my own expectations. Sometimes it's true, but that's just because sometimes things don't work out the way you want. My own critisism is my biggest flaw. Maybe tomorrow I can get some work on the stories. I hope so, they're both kind of popular in their respective categories, and I know what it's like to have to wait for the next chapter on a favorite fic.